{LOVE INDUCED INSOMNIA]

{LOVE INDUCED INSOMNIA]
THE MUSIC AND IF YOU HAVE NEVER HAVE LISTENED TO ANY SONG THAT WENT WITH A POEM YOU BETTER LISTEN TO THIS ONE...
http://youtu.be/xMFAFcRwBdg


I can't go to sleep at night or wake in the morning without you crossing my thoughts...
A fragment of a distraction, or rather a most exciting attraction.
I so lost in your charms that all is but a backdrop to you on my screen.
So vivid that your colors seem to bleed into the whole scene... All is you.
I a bird caught up in your vortex... thermals that take me to the white of the clouds and beyond... 
Into the darkness of my innerspace where monsters still lie curled in the corner... 
Held in place by fragile strands of hope that this is the real thing.
Just once let it be.
Why does this thing have to be so hard when all I want is to hold you... 
To let you lay your pretty little head in the crook of my arm and drift off into a satisfied sleep...
To show you the dimensions of my dimensions where I a dreamer see the future.
Stories of us told to young lovers...
The new age Cyrano in shades of black, grey and white.
Reciting lines of prose ripped from the essence and scribed on the walls of my soul.
A tormented man standing in a realm where there is no night and day...
Time has no relevance to me when I think of you...
It stands still while all around is motion...
A state of constant flux...
I cant go to sleep at night...
I cant go to sleep at night.

JERALD HAMZAHFARUQ MURPHY

[DAMN... BRO... WE MADE IT]

THE PIC IS FROM EBONY ARTS PAGE

[WE BE BROTHERS]

THE MUSIC FOR THIS ONE... SOME OLD SCHOOL SHIT...

http://youtu.be/8INF6Oz_uzo

We grew up where other motherfuckers dared not go... That was our home.

When my mama whupped my ass she whupped yours too... Yours did the same.

Thick and thin was how we stuck.

We grew up where the police came 6 cars deep and called you nigger right before they locked yo ass up.

We drank the finest wine with the dirtiest wino's and had respect for them cause they were our elders.

M.D20/20... Thunderbird and pinapple juice.

They robbed us and we robbed them back.

We stole cause we had too, hunger is a bitch and the ground is cold when you got holes in yo shoes.

We was wilder than a fucking herd of escaped bulls and we wrecked the china shop.

Rusty 22s and shiny 9s.

Thought that gave us power.

We fought together and fought each other... somebody got to be the leader of the pack.

We read books given to us by the Rastas and the Muslims and went to sleep in church, tricknowledge screamed at us on sunday mornings.

We fucked the same girls and compared notes... Made em think they had tricked us as we busted many nuts.
No matter where I went that shit we learned in them bricks gave me an advantage.
The first time I was in jail you woke me up out my bunk... I did'nt even know yo ass was there.
We worked that shit too.

When my first child was born we got fucked up together... When my son died we did the same thing under the oak trees in my front yard.

We buried so many demons that day... Forgot so many transgressions... Brothers reborn in strife.

We started like that and 360 gone make us die like that.

Brothers till the fucking end.

Blee dat shit.

JERALD HAMZAHFARUQ MURPHY

When shit went down you were there...
My brother you were there.
When my mama whupped my ass in front of everybody