(THEORETICALLY) MY LOVE BEQUEATHED UNTO THEE...
THE SOUND IS INTRICATE TO FULL OVERSTANDING... PLEASE LISTEN.
https://youtu.be/GIhXAqOSLAc

Again I scribe to you my hypothetical... My would be love.
I wanting you since before I was the one cell that multiplied into billions...
Since my great grandfather carried me seed and my great grandmother bore my grandmother.
Such a delectable thought manifested dream.
Reflected on my eyelids shut in sleep...
A princess when I was boy, you are now queen, still I have yet to meet you... My love.
The breeze surrounds me and I sniff hoping to catch a whiff of your pheromones... Surely I am programmed to recognize it... Your scent.
Having seen you in 3d on my pineal screen... Fields of flowers and wet dreams... A moment before you dissolve and dissipate upon my waking.
Here I sit a prisoner to this flesh and blood... This longing as the days rush on by.
I man alone on a world so full of female companionship... Warm flesh and release.
So full of need... Someone who overstands the hyperphysicality of me.
These words swirling and spiraling into the well of my being... Painting a masterpiece of a queen I have never met... Only seen subconsciously
My hypothetical.
Sighhh.

JERALD HAMZAHFARUQ MURPHY

{STRESSFULLY}

{STRESSFULLY}

THE SOUND AS THE POINT IS MADE...

https://youtu.be/ARlC_KAgbzA

These things I see and the earth cries solidified tears that I feel in my soul...

These things... These things... And standing against the the formidable torrent I seek joy...

A little laughter.

Joy and pain entwined in the very depths of who we hue-man are.

Such a loving pair.

The leaves they speak to me and I...

I listen.

The magnificent breeze and I..

I feel it.

Caress my African soul oh wind as I live it.

The dirt and dust which carry my ancestors bones stirred as I walk past...

On the way to an imminent death...

Reality and I..

I know it.

The recesses where truth is hidden and I...

I see people pass right on by...

My people and I...

Try to leave something behind cause the flow calls me...

So tantalizing the beat...

Bass in my soul and I...

I am stratospheric...

Fire and ice... Calm and storm...

These things... These things... My soul drops bass pon these lyrics and phrases...

These hyperboles that I stress...

We the children of God...

We are... We are...

The cosmos speaks of we...

These things... Oh these things.

JERALD HAMZAHFARUQ MURPHY

{THE CONTINUING EXPLOITS OF THE BEAST} MENAGE A TROIS... FOR ME?

{THE CONTINUING EXPLOITS OF THE BEAST} MENAGE A TROIS... FOR ME?
THE MUSIC FOR THIS ESCAPADE...
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL24cV6IIynrYF4PE2GNu0hGQX3x4eihaX

I met her at the Dollar General.
I was hanging out with my friend Big J. and his wife helping them sell bootleg d.v.d.s and she passed by. I asked her if she would buy me a pack of Newports, the 100's and she asked me why I didn't do it myself.
I told her I had left my I.D. home and they carded everyone here.
she looked at me with those big brown eyes and said O.K. and took my money and walked in.
I continued to talk to Big J. and kind of forgot about her until he said "Man whats taking her so long? did she go out the back door?"
We laughed at that and I walked over by the door and saw her in the line.
It was then that I noticed that she had a big ass which to me is one of the biggest turn on's in the world besides the fact that she was black as hell.
When she came out I walked her to her car and started to put down.
She kept licking her lips and that shit turned me on.
It was at that moment that I started to speak to the freak in her.
I told her that I would make her a very happy woman in more ways than one... I could tell she was feeling me and I continued as I sat in the door of her car and we talked.
I looked over and saw Big J and his wife looking at me and smiling.
They knew I was putting in work.
We talked for about 30 minutes and before she left I knew she squirted and that I was gonna see her again.
The next day I was at my friend Will's place and decided to call her.
She answered and said "I was looking for you earlier today. I really want to see you tonight... Can you meet me at the motel?"
I said yes and she gave me a room number.
Later that night I showed up at the motel and knocked on the door and heard someone ask who it was I said my name and the voice said wait a minute.
I stood there and the door opened and all I saw was a sexy ass dark skinned naked woman, she was wet and soapy.
She turned and that big ass bounced as she led me in.
She got back in the shower and continued talking to me as she washed herself.
She asked if I wanted something to drink and I said yes and she called for someone to bring me a drink.
They said "What does he want?"
I asked what they had and she said Coke, Red bull and we have Tequila as well as Crown.
Having ascertained the situation I said Red Bull.
I had a feeling I was gonna need those wings.
I looked up as a young woman walked into the room, she was brown skinned and about 6 feet tall and had the longest legs in the world.
She was also naked.
She said "Do you like the gift I brought for us?"
I said "Oh yes."
She told the other woman to turn around and show me what I was in for and she turned slowly and bent over.
Her pussy was shaved and so phat as it fell between her legs.
I being who I am was trying to maintain my composure as the one in the shower started to soap her hairy pussy and continued to talk to me in her sultry voice.
She handed me the rag and said "Can you wash my back?"
I almost said "Helll yeah" but I said "Yes."
The other one. The tall one said "Can I join in?"
She told her yes and they climbed into the shower together as I still clothed washed them in their most secret places and they washed each other.
They finished and we went into the main room of the room and I noticed that it had stairs which led to a second floor where there was a big ass bed and a balcony overlooking the main room.
We say down and I pulled a bag and some blunts from my backpack and rolled some blunts and we talked.
They had on towels and asked me why I was still wearing clothes and I stood and took off my shirt and pulled down my pants and they looked at each other, I could tell that they were happy with what they saw and the dark one got on her knees and took my dick in her mouth and sucked it as it grew rock hard.
The tall one stood up and I put my hand between her legs and felt her grow warm and wet.
I slid a finger in and she gasped and I fucked her with my finger as her friend sucked my dick.
she stood and pushed the tall one back on the sofa and opened her legs and began to eat her pussy as I walked up behind her and slid my dick in.
She moaned in the other woman's pussy and the tall one started to cum all over.
I'm talking about straight multiples.
Pussy juice everywhere and this made the one I was fucking cum as well and her fluid splashed on my dick and my balls.
I didn't want to cum yet so I made them both get up and go up the stairs to the bed and they lay down as I pushed the tall ones legs back and tried to put my dick in her lungs.
I pulled my dick out and the dark one sucked it before she put it back in, I pulled out again and she licked the other ones pussy.
 This shit was bout drive me wild and I flipped her over and started to fuck her and her friend pulled out a dildo and worked her pussy as I sucked her tits.
Straight beastin and shit.
We fucked until I screamed that I was coming and her friend came over and pulled my dick out and sucked it until I came in her mouth.
I fell back on the bed and they both lay in my arms and rubbed me as we talked.
Needless to say I fucked them over and over that night.
Shit like this does not happen all the time and I ain't a young man anymore.
Better enjoy it while I can.
Speaking of which.
Let me call her right now.

JERALD HAMZAHFARUQ MURPHY

I want you on your knees.
My big thick dick standing in your face. Take it in your hands and feel the weight. Look in its eye. Suck it for me baby... Put it in your mouth... Fuckkk, I love when you swallow it like that. I can feel your throat... All naked, sucking this dick and looking up at me....
My tongue making butterfly flicks on the head my hands practicing it's craft on the shaft my eyes looking up at you watching thrills dance upon your face I can hear your excitement in your moans and groans that's it baby, fuck my mouth let me suck and suck and suck you dry suck the golf ball out of that pipe cum in my mouth big daddy, cum for me

Got me on my toes...
Clenching my ass cheeks.
Didn't know you did it like that and my cries...
Oh my, they bounce of the walls as I grab the back of your head...
No gag reflex and i go wild...
Pull your hair and call your name...
Mmmmm, you bout to drive me insane.
I wonder?
Do you swallow?
I feel my nut swelling and churning.
I wonder?
Do you swallow?

{THE HARSHEST REALITY}

{THE HARSHEST REALITY}
THE SOUND OF OUR REBIRTH...
https://youtu.be/KGs4Jc4EXpg

We who came from the ghetto's of Babylon...
Who who are the forgotten...
The sun dawns bright pon our heads...
Shining... Shining.
Brothers we should have been...
So many of us having been Willie Lynched...
We have learned to hate...
Such an ugly thing as we see those of other races pass us by...
Unified they are...
Mothers left to fight a world alone...
Projects and programs designed to leave us behind...
A global crime committed and the children suffer...
Victims of propaganda and false illusions of belonging...
The sun shines bright on the disparity...
The utter reality...
We who are the children of Allah...
We having been whitewashed and finding comfort in a white god...
Such an ugly situation as another cop is exonerated...
Flip the t.v. back to reality...
Another black child dead...
Another indoctrinated housewife... Another nigga who done made it...
Such a beautifully painted lie...
A tragic tapestry hanging on the walls of our souls...
Vivid colors that run blood red...
The color of life that flows in our veins...
Stains the killing floor...
We who are the children of God cast into the pits of Babylon...
So many lies to overcome,..
We reborn...
We who came from the proverbial ghetto cry these words.

JERALD HAMZAHFARUQ MURPHY

(HE LIVED...HE FELL..)
THE MUSIC...
https://youtu.be/aWIE0PX1uXk

He fell and the world that had once held him up failed to catch him.
He fell and the liquid in the bottle only served to sage his beast when he imbibed, the drugs only when he soared on their their clouds of euphoria.
He fell from the blue skies and the light of the sun shined on his skin as he approached rock bottom.
A streaking meteor had he become, his fiery Impact shattered dreams.
Such a sad melody as choir sang and orchestra played.
He once conductor now the plaintive strains of a heart wrenching tale told  on a low lit stage.
His fathers words echoing in his ears.
He fell stabbed by the knife and pierced by the bullet.
He became the words in an obituary as tears were weeped in honor of his demise.
Dearly departed and all that.
Once a mighty tree his seed all he had left behind.
Baby green sprigs growing from the ashes of his life.
Once he had been a promising star shining in the heavens.
Today he lay cold and hard, a lesson to those who would listen.
A warning to those who would not.

JERALD HAMZAHFARUQ MURPHY

(THE GODS OF GREYHOUND HATE ME) LAWD PLEASE MAKE MEGABUS A BETTER PLACE.
THE SOUNDTRACK...

I am about to catch Megabus tomorrow.
Now it's my first time catching one but back in the day I used to catch Trailways until it shut down and I didn't catch another bus until1983.
By then it was Greyhound and nothing else in the south.
Now my history with Greyhound is s rather colorful one.
The Greyhound bus gods hate me.
The first time I caught Greyhound the driver threatened to kick me off in the middle of nowhere.
Palmettos, pine trees and nothing else, the last thing I had looked up and seen was a prison.
The bus just pulled to the side of the road and this big ass redneck was in my face talking bout he was gonna call the Sheriff.
My crime you ask?
Loud headphones.
It was the advent of personal cassette players.
I was playing Afrika Bambaata at the time.
After accessing my situation I turned my headphones down.
I was on my way to my first physical for the army.
It went downhill from there excluding the two times I had sex on the Greyhound, I guess you just gotta have high points sometimes in the midst of turmoil.
My misfortunes include the time I was at a Greyhound station in Tallahassee Fl and was catching a bus to Atlanta and met this cool ass dude from Miami.
Dude was clean in a Miami pImp kinda way.
I met him and we talked for awhile and he said he wanted to smoke some weed and I said I had some so we walked over to a concrete wall about a half a block away from the station and he started to tell me his story.
How he had met a woman and came to Tallahassee to be with her but he was tired of her shit.
I sympathized with his story cause it was some good ass weed and we went back into the bus station.
Back then they had them lil bitty TVs on chairs and they would line them up in tight rows and I always would always go to the very back corner and feed the tv quarters and watch the news and shit.
Dude sat next to me and we continued talking.
Good weed and shit.
All of a sudden it got dark like a cloud had passed in front of the sun and I heard a deep voice say. "Where you thank you goin motherfucker?"
I looked up and saw the biggest woman I had ever seen in my life.
She had on a mumu and she musta weighed 640 pounds.
At this moment dude chose to say the worst shit he could said given the circumstances.
He said "I'm tired of yo shit bitch.
All I saw was this big woman reach into her bosom which coulda held a whole army of midget warriors.
She pulled out something far worse
What she pulled out was a straight razor.
It was a this point I started screaming like a bitch.
Out of every weapon known to man the straight razor is the one I fear the most since I saw the movie The Revenge of J.D. Walker back in the days.
The only thing that saved us was the fact that that big ass woman couldn't squeeze through the chairs which were bolted to the floor.
She was yelling bout dude had stole her money and food stamps and he was talking shit back to her and I was still screaming like a bitch.
I finally caught hold of the rail but dude was backed up against me and I couldn't pull myself out.
I looked back and saw a security dude grab the big woman but she slung him off like he was a fly.
I was thinking "Oh lawd I'm bout to die in a Greyhound bus station. I knew this was where it was gonna happen."
All of a sudden 4 police and bout 3 security guards wrestled her big ass to the ground and led her away and took dude to the office to talk to him.
I shook all their hands and one of them said that they needed to talk to me.
It was at this moment my bus pulled up.
I kindly told him no and damn near ran over everybody trying to get on the bus.
I knew bout Greyhound leaving your ass since they had tried to leave me in South Carolina once.
I was buying fried chicken at the time.
I told you all this cause I sure hope Megabus and me dont have as colorful history as the one I have had with Greyhound.
I'm to old for that shit.

JERALD HAMZAHFARUQ MURPHY